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Nov. 10th, 2006 @ 03:03 pm Anybody miss me???
Hi.




Joshua
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Jul. 11th, 2006 @ 03:45 pm Anniversary
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY

Flower I love you sooooo much and I miss you much...


After one year, Im ready for forever with you.


Love your honey.


Joshua
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May. 2nd, 2006 @ 08:22 pm I Fucking new it!!!!

I am a tandem cycle!
Find your own pose!






This is how I like to sleep with Ashley....But I spoon her not the other way arouund
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Mar. 29th, 2006 @ 05:29 pm (no subject)
Got a job....FULL-TIME Mother Fuckers.........Hopfully moving out soon.........Sporting goods are exellent...and its close......Sunbird is awesome place...I sell guns, make keys and talk about sporting all day long.



Pretty sweet the only bad thing is I have to work 6 days a week... but The latest that I get off is eight o clock....big whoop


Hope shit is all right for everybody else.






Kaylin-----Havent talked to you in a loooooong time...hope your happy and your big brother loves you


Joshua Out-
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Mar. 10th, 2006 @ 06:35 pm 8 Months
HAPPY 8 MONTHS FLOWER!!!!
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Mar. 7th, 2006 @ 09:00 pm Ok here is the plan.......
Ok I plan to were somthing hardcore for prom.....ok heres the plan.


A Electric green coat and pants(The color is APPLE....I know Flower)
A Bright bubble gum Vest and Tie.
A Electric Green(apple) Satin Button up shirt.


Yeah so thats it......Im guessing around 120 dollars is in order.........Its gonna be awesome
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Feb. 19th, 2006 @ 01:19 am My god.....
I cant really sleep due to tonights events.........



Ashley and I almost broke up......

Ashley made me realize that in my insecurities that I was hurting her..........I NEVER-EVER want to hurt the one I love sooooooooooo much. I sat there crying for I dont know how long and realized the best thing that has ever happened to me, I almost let go......


Im strong for her.......Im strong for YOU Ashley......

Im better then I think I am....I know it and she knows it and Ashley has supported me the whole way.......



Thank-you Flower
I love you Miska
You mean everything to me Baboychka (Butterfly)



Ill never give up on you or myself....


For our future together.
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Feb. 3rd, 2006 @ 04:14 pm Please Read
This is going totally aginst what I have been preaching but I have a question....

I realized it today when I was looking at a MySpace Profile and realized that this kid made comics and was really creative.......

When Someone looks at me and says "Whos that guy??"

How will I be described????


You cant really say I play a instrument or make creative stuff.

Is all I am is funny???

Thats how people would put it???? "His name is Josh, a funny guy"

or will it be diffrent.............


Im in a slump and I am dobting myself and I dont know how to get out of it............

If you are to comment then put yourself in those shoes and was asked that question "Whos That Guy???"
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Jan. 27th, 2006 @ 01:26 pm Fucking Emo Kids.....
I went to go and visit my cousin a couple nights ago and we were talking out on his patio. A groupe of Emo kids wlked by and I said loudly to my cousin

"I hate Emo Kids"

Jon got the hint and also exlaimed loudly......."Women looking mother fuckers"

Well I guess this struck a depressed nerve in one of them because he turned around and started verbally attacking us....

THE MOTHER FUCKER HAD THE NERVE TO CALL ME "JELOUS"

Jelous of what??? You are the biggest stain on this earth and waste everyone's time by pretending to die and want attention while sobbing and listening to Hawthorn Heights...You stupid Fucks who think you are unique because I have my hair dyed multi-colors or becuase Im a guy and I look like a girl.

To me......You bitches are like pennies and all look the same and I dont care if I keep you around or not. Hopefully you will wind up on the gutter of the street with people stepping all over you.........A lot like Dog Shit.

Thats what you all are.....somthing between dog shit and pennies....

-Worthless
-Dirty
-Wasted
-Nobody wants to pick you up.

Thats it too......you think you are diffrent or unique but in the end no matter how it looks you Stink Like Shit or are the worthless coins that America made the mistake of producing.

Its all the same to me. I dont understand how i the litle Beetle-Headed mind of yours that your diffrent.......Like rocks.....they come in diffrent colors but in the end it is still a Fucking Rock.

One more thing you wannabe-goth mother fuckers.....Stop wearing your little sisters jeans and put on some big boy clothes.........ok?
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Jan. 16th, 2006 @ 02:30 pm this is how a tiger goes
MOW!!!!!
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Jan. 2nd, 2006 @ 10:08 am Resoulution

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Love Ashley with all my heart, Save money for collag and get a apartment.



Get your resolution here


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Dec. 18th, 2005 @ 11:20 pm My LORD it is time for an update........well a rant really....
I FUCKING hate "Emo" Kids.....FUCK!!!!

I hate the way they look......."Ohhh I like my Hair Waxed to my face to hide my eye(s) and hide my true self from the world because if the world found out who I was I would just kill myself."

I hate how they are attention whores and have to be dramatic........"OH MY GOD she just dumped me and my sorrow is engulfing my mind and I need to die because no body in this excuse for a world loves and Im not loved by any body......."

Another example of attention whorism.....

Kid: Why are those bandages on your wrist???

EMO kid: Because my life is a total faliure and my parents wont get me the new Used Album so all I do is sit in the dark of my room thinking on ways to die"

Kid: Whoa FUCK...I didnt ask for your life story.....

EMO kid: Now you hate me.......Everybody hates me.......

Kid: Cry about it whiner



And The one thing I hate The ABSOULUTE most is how kids commit "Suicide" and they cut their wrists across.......THAT IS NOT GOING TO FUCKING KILL YOU STUPID FUCKS!!! Any God Damn IDIOT would know that if you do that the cut is to small on the vein and the wound will seal before you die.

Suicide tip:

1. Take the Razor or whatever you have that can cut.
2. Insert cutty thingy into vein at the base of wrist.
3. Cut in a "towered you" motion following the vein.
4. Follow that Bitch until you reach the elbow.
5. Die.....

Thats how easy it is but these kids keep coming to school claiming thay have tried to kill themselves and have their wrists or whatever wrapped in bandages and they expect the world to take pity......

FUCK THEM!!!

Let them "drown" in thir depravity of human emotion.....

Fucking stupid

I HATE emo kids
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Nov. 29th, 2005 @ 05:31 pm So today was NOT fun in the snow..........
I got in a accident in the snow today(it wasnt my car) Some co-workers and I were on the freeway and we got to the off ramp only to slide into a tree....


I got airbag burn on my face

I got the wind knocked out of me

And I choked on my gum

It really sucked

Fuckin snow....
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Nov. 28th, 2005 @ 04:54 pm I hold on....
I feel like shit....

I know Ash wants a job and I feel like I am holding her back, I must not do that any more. Im just scared that the time we spend together now is short enough and I wish it not to get shorter. On the other hand though, I am in no place to keep her from it and I always tell my Flower that Ill do anything to make her happy and this is it, so if this makes her happy, then Im all for it. Other than that I am good. Work is ok because it is money and because training is almost over (Next week I become a full blown Verizon Wireless Service Rep)

OH!!!!!

I heard the weirdest thing about my body the other day, let me start from the beginning....

When I had Pnuemonia I got x-rays of my chest and Nasel area (Which the Wallet-Raping bastards are charging me for) I got a call later from the hospital telling me that they found an abnormality in my heart and I was to see a doctor for a 2nd opinion. A couple of weeks later, the Hospital calls back saying to not see a doctor because they found out what the abnormality is.....

I have FIVE chambers in my heart.....

The normal person has four

Yeah so that was a little weird.

My Mishka said it was her chamber and I let her have it

Mishka is russian for cute teddy bear.....That is my new name for Ashley.



To end this post I thought of a BAD ASS conversion to do to my new car (94'Cavalier) It has four doors so what I want to do is take the doors off and and converty them so they open up like a Lamborghini.....


Fuckin RADICAL

Out'
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Nov. 24th, 2005 @ 12:39 pm update update.....
Well shit has been going ok for a while....


Well the tempo broke down and now I have a new(er) car.

Life is boring except for a couple of things.

Work is loooooooong and needs to end.

I have a couple of new sisters......Ill tell the story later.....

Well back to work (sleep) I guess...


Love you flower
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Oct. 24th, 2005 @ 11:42 am Pnuemonia...Equals SUCKS ASS!!!
Current Mood: chipper
Well I just got done battaling Pnuemonia for a week. I thought it was a normal Flu (Bad as it was) and just some rest and relaxzation would cure me. I was wrong when after the 4th day the symptoms were not lessening and I started to get worse. I put off going to the hospital but Ashley insisted and on Wendsday I went. They took X-Rays and told me that I had Bacterial Pnuemonia in the lower lobe of my Right lung. I got antibiotics and started my road to recovery. Im fine now (Except for a damned cough) and expect to be back to normal by the end of the week.




OH!!!! I got a full time job at ACS
I start tomarrow.

This is why I have been out of contact the past week so Comment and we'll catch up..

COMMENT!!!!
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Oct. 12th, 2005 @ 08:37 pm I forgot somthing
My friend Travis is finacing a trip to Finland so we can go see HIM, CKY and 69Eyes in a three day festival.


Ugh
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Oct. 12th, 2005 @ 08:35 pm Ugh
WEll I had a job inteview at Best But today....that went well, I just hope the fuckers call me back in the next couple of days.

Ashley is at E-Life.....woo....

Cant wait to pick her up



Im not in a good mood right now
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Oct. 7th, 2005 @ 06:39 pm It's Been A Long Time
Ashley is saying that I type funny and I dont understand what the hell she is taking about.....

Nothing really new....just my tempo blew its Radiator Drain Plug and The only way I know how to fix it is to take it out and Tap the hole so a real Drain Cock can fit into it. Ugghhhh


Just my luck huh???

Well I quit my Slaveway job. It really sucks but tomarrow I am going to go into town and find a new job.....LAcey town not Yelm town.

Im currently fixing my other car......heard that one before huh???


Well Im off Ill talk to you later...


ERIC!!!! Sorry I havent called yet......Busy with things and my Godforsaken car.
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Sep. 26th, 2005 @ 11:31 am For all of you Final Fantasy Lovers....
I just got done watching Advent Children.....If you do not know what this is, Advent Children is a movie set two years after the events of Final Fantasy Seven...



One word......Amazing.........Amazing





And Flower........Sorry I did not call you but Ill see you tonight...and I LOVE YOU MORE!!!!!!!!!!!
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